Kiss The Rain

2012-02-14T12:25:00.002+08:00

I hate being pushed around. No one understands me. No one cares.

I hate today, I hate today.

A tourist in my own country

2012-02-09T09:23:00.008+08:00

Here's your personal guide to look like a typical tourist. First of all the hair must be tied up in

a bun and must be scruffy lookin for us girls. Do not put it up neat because you are not, I repeat

not going to a formal dinner or getting laid or anything boring. The oily lookin kind of hair yes,

thats our aim.

Sunglasses are compulsory. Placed them anywhere you like, on your head ? in your pocket?

Anywhere possible as long as its anywhere on your body or possibly on your shirt! Why do we

need sunglasses? Well obviously to look cool ! Oh yeah and also 20% of people wear it to

protect their eyes. Pfftt losers. Just remember to not wear it when you are in a mall or

practically anywhere indoors cause you surely do not want to look stupid.

The third accessory is the hefty water bottle that you need to bring with you everywhere

since you know.. Its very expensive when you go travelling. You dont want to waste you money

on mineral water! Nonsense !! You got other things that you need to waste on with that money.

Like lousy souvenirs that you end up never giving to anyone and all that extra baggage load

when you're checking in at the airport. So dont plan on wasting in on water. Please bring your

own along with you wherever you go ey? The bigger, the better.

Clothes and under garments ! Wear the most ugliest ones since you know you're traveling

and you really need to look all sweaty and have that smelly 'I've been traveling to all parts of

the world with only this shirt for the past two weeks' kind of look. And thats how to look like a

dorky tourist so that locals from afar KNOW that you are a tourist and they would start

tricking you in selling unwanted goods with a pricey price.

Here's a good example of a dork tourist eyh.

This tourist completes all the facts above! See how she's placed her sunglass on top of her hair,

the tied up bun and ze water bottle.

Ahh not to forget a picture with the locals. As you see there she's in the middle. You cant really tell ey which ones which at first but yes the sunglass saved the day. Amazing.

Look how the messy hairdo is workin for her yeah?

Going to the Art Museum has never been this... exciting I bet.

So thats the end of my sarcastic mocking post !! HAHAHA. Okay back to business, Hello

and Hi ! Its been ages since I last posted anything intellectual here (have I ever?) Well just

updating on the past few days in Sarawak. In Kuching to be precise! It was nice cause Ive never

been there and Im sure you're all thinking "lousy, why would I waste my money going to a place

thats still in my country" Well why wouldn't you !! Dont be such a retarded hobo if you think it

so that way cause Its still traveling and Sarawak is totally different from what we have here in

the peninsular. The food taste different, the people LOOK different, even the language is obviously

different. Since Im taking this language course in USM I did learn a thing or two during classes.

I know that Bahasa Sarawak is just a dialect just like how we have our own dialect in Kedah or

Kelantan. Its hard to understand but still you can because its mutually intelligible.

But as you go in this cultural villages, you'll discover a whole lot of other languages and one

of it is Bahasa Iban. I listened to what they were saying and I couldnt understand a thing!

Ive learned that this language (Iban) is thought is University Sarawak and Sabah as a second

language for locals and for international students. Apart from that they also have

their own dictionary ! Dont you think thats freaking cool?? (A nerd's moment)

Nevermind. There's a few places that you MUST/NEED to do if you come here and that is

going to the Cultural Village where there's like 7 ethics there. The fun part about this place is

that they have local delicacies ( FAVORITE PART) and you can join their activities as well.

Dressing up as one of them, joining their dance as they teach you how to and they'll perform to

us as well. Its a very nice place and its a good start on your first day to Sarawak. Next is the

Semenggoh ( I kept saying Semangkok until my dad corrected me ) Wildlife Centre where there's

orang utans and crocodiles ! Big ones and Im talking like major kahuna big ones alright.

If you want to buy all those souvenirs and shopping for cheap garments and so go to

Serikin Border Market cause thats where I went. Its the border between Sarawak and

Kalimantan so the garments there are quite cheap.

If you're not up for shopping then fine why not find some grub for the tummy. My Sarawakians

friends were like forcing me to try the Mee kolok as well as the Teh C special so I did ! I tried it

at it was really good cause the mee wasn't really spicy its quite mild and the teh was like having

3 layer at a mama stall. emm. I loved the food, of course coming to Sarawak wouldn't be

complete without having its famous Kek Lapis Sarawak. There was this one flavored lapis

that was "marble cheese". Since Im a cheese Nazi I went buying it and eating it all to myself

it was terrifically good !

Overall the trip was alright. Quite relaxing and everything went as it was. It was quite hot

tho which I couldnt stand and had to take up panadols on one of the days. Other than that I had

lovely holiday, the next time Im there maybe I'll go for the Rainforest Music Festival ey?

The colourful performance at the Cultural Village

Dressing up as an Iban lady with and Iban lady. You cant tell can you?

Ze water bottle in hand.

Look !! Me familia !

Mee kolok... I kinda miss it alot right now. Darn it !

Betemu Baru ila !

Note #16

2012-01-22T23:48:00.009+08:00

I love flights,especially long haul flight. I like how Im being served with food and amazing quality ice creams especially when you go to somewhere foreign, they'll be serving you european delicacies plus yummy dessert and 2 scoops of Haagen Dazs ice cream. Not just the mouth watering food that I look forward to but of course the flight entertainment. Games,movies, and sitcoms that they don't have in our country for example my favorite series of Little Britain and Come Fly With Me are both British oriented shows that is not allowed here because of the foul language use and the racy and inappropriate humor tho I think it isn't fair because I think American films are much more worst that the Brits. The one thing that I loathe about flights is the "turbulence". I cant stand em because it feels like you're riding a roller coaster but you cant see the tracks so it surprises me. The only difference from riding a roller coaster and a turbulence occurring flight is that a roller coaster ride is easy to predict and they don't serve food on it. An adrenaline shock. I don't mind those minor turbulence, I just cant stand those major ones that really make you jump off your seat and there's lighting outside your window and you start thinking of the possibilities of an actual crash in your head. GULP

Im talking about this now because I just got back from Singapore today and the flight from Kuala Lumpur just now was terrible. I was looking out the window and almost holding a stranger's hand. It was a bumpy ride and I think mainly its because of the storm that Alor Setar is being invaded with. Well, I panicked a bit but then I pick up my book and started to read to relaxed myself. Then the passenger beside me tapped my hand,

" Im reading the same book too !! " *pulling out her own copy of the novel out from her bag.

"What do you think of the book? "

What are the odds that the person beside me is reading the same book as I am. Incase you were wondering the book was written by Haruki Murakami titled Blind Willow, Sleeping Woman. I bought the book in Singapore and just started reading it today and I cant put it down. Its a page turner as it compiles all these interesting stories about all sorts of things in one book. There was this one story that made me teary in public and it was a beautiful story. Im not telling it here tho,no way ! If you want to know you have to get the book. Im sure you'll be amazed by his writing. Its very much addictive.

Back to the story, as she asked me about my thoughts about the book, I couldn't really say because I haven't finished reading it but she has read it more than 3 times. It was interesting and weird how we talked the whole one hour flight about the book and the Japanese writer. She's much older than me but has this cheeky little appearance that made her look more like my age. Its not everyday you meet someone interesting on a plane ey?

I find it interesting when I meet people that are passionate about their books as much as I am. How they are so into the book that it can somehow give an impact to their lives. Unlike some people, they think reading is a waste of time and are for those who 'do not have a life' *my sister's quote* . I love my books so much. They are so precious and I may sound like a dork for saying this but the books I have are like little pieces of me. I wish I could write my own novel one day and publish it for the world to read. It would be so freaking amazing and cool AND I would want that so much !!!! But then again, who wouldn't want that. Right?

Note #15

2012-01-10T15:50:00.004+08:00

Girls are among the most complex creature to understand in this whole entire world aside from a platypus which is also a very complex mammal.

Not only are they complex, but they are also complicated, uncertain and sometimes unpredictable. A GIRL can change drastically from being overly excited about this cute guy and getting absurdly angry and hating him after a few minutes. Or maybe you get confused from the way she answers your questions. The most common lie is but of course "Im okay" or "Im fine" indicating that she really isnt happy and wanting you to figure it out by yourselves. SEE, VERY COMPLICATED INDEED.

Im a girl and I find myself confused sometimes.. Not just about myself but about the female sex around me as well. Friends, sisters and so on. How weird they can be and how unpredictable their actions are sometimes. And imagine me, a girl being so often confused with the 'female behavior', WHAT ABOUT THEM BOYS???

Probably you guys are drenching yourselves with ways and tips on gettin into the female mind right? WELL

TOUGH LUCK! Im too lazy to give you guys any tips cause Im having my finals right now!

hahaha adios. SEE YOU IN A FEW DAYS if Im still sane.

Describe 2011 in One word

2012-01-01T19:30:00.003+08:00

Describe 2011 in One word.

I would very much love to tell you about my 2011 but then again I'll bore myself to sleep so lets just put it in one simple word. My 2011 was unexpectedly surprising. It was FULL of surprises and I dont just mean it in a good way. There was obviously good times and bad times. But most of it was indeed terrific. It started out terrible, with fights. Terrible, terrible fights, misunderstanding, lost a few friends but it ended up quite well. We make up, said sorry, gain new friends, new experience, lovely holidays, a lot family bonding and so on.

I hope 2012 will be lovely, starting up the year with finals, a holiday trip with friends maybe and hopefully I'll act more of an adult. A 20 year old grown adult, tho I doubt thats going to happen.

Happy New Year !

The Wacko Elf Flutist

2011-11-28T12:52:00.005+08:00

I know I look like a freak, Dont freaking laugh or this freak will haunt you in your dreams ! hahaha rawrr

Oh and credits to Dorothy for the music scores. :)

Habits at the movies !

2011-11-27T23:22:00.002+08:00

Some of my personal habits that I cant shake off and some of yours that you really need to scrape off !

I hate those salty popcorns and I always go for the rich caramel poppy corn aumm tasty and I always dig for the most golden gold popcorn and gobble it all up in one munch ! You know the trick? Its always at the bottom of the box ,I dont know why, so why dont you turn over the box and presto ! Golden Goodness ! :D hahaha. AND THE WORST HABIT OF ALL is doing this in the mere 5 minutes before they dim the light in the hall and you'll be hovering your phone over the popcorn for the sake of golden yummyness. Aum* Or the easiest way out is to ask your lovely boyfriend to pick out the gold ones for you. ;) emmm emmm. Good Boyfriend. *pats head*

Ive sum up that there's 4 type of people in the cinema right. no 1 is the talk to much kind of people. The kind of person/crowd that laughs too much, talks too much and just cant shut their big fat mouth. Like really, who wants to know bout what your kitty cat did today or what your boyfriend bought you for Valentines or any kind of shit. You can only yapped, wait u can only open your big mouth when there's a hot guy on screen. Thats the only valid reason that I accept.

The second kind of crowd is the big headed people. No I mean literally big headed. Is it really necessary to wear a hat? IN THE CINEMA? No its not. It would be a great big distraction to all of us at the back to kill you and your hat. Plus these kind of people should marry the smelly feet up on chair kind of people. You know? When there's no one in the seat beside you and you feel relief and comfortable and the next time you turn your head .. BAM ! Smelly toilet feet with toe jam up your nose that made you feel like dying. Yeah.. marry each other and make big headed smelly feet kids. WAHAHA. IM SO MEAN.

The number 3 kind of crowd is dam dam dam... the Im the only one with the smashingly up to beat ringtone phone user aite? Those people who doesnt know what silent means. I get distracted and pissed off when in the middle of a serious movie and all of a sudden JB's Baby is playing. huh. And the funny part about it is they'll just let it play for about 10-15 seconds THEN they'll turn it off....

And the last kind of people is ofcourse the MAKING OUT COUPLE ;D hahaha. Just get yourselves a room. DONE.

I cant watch horror movies but sometimes my sister is always forcing me to watch it with her. So at times I have to watch it. Forcing self and most of the time I would be hugging her or just putting my hands over my eyes.. And the worst part of all I'll scream and squeal like a little girl. HUA HUA. So if you cant handle it dont torture yourself and watch it !

This is random please dont hate me ! haha

adios smellios ~

What a week !

2011-11-18T14:37:00.011+08:00

The last time I updated my blog was 2 months ago? WHAT?!?! It feels like a year and Im sure everyone misses me so much that they had to go on reading something else and gawk in front of the monitor waiting for my updated blog entry. :P wahaha. THAT was meant to be funny, please laugh and continue reading.

Okay, so I was busy the whole month with band practice for Jazz Band's annual concert, yeah I joined the Jazz Band here in USM and It is tiring indeed but I had alot of fun throughout the whole event. Im still playing the flute btw, cant get a whole of any other instruments that gets me. The concert was a hit and I never thought I would enjoy it this much ! My friends came, seniors, lovely course mates and of course my family. Ashraf wasn't there tho but he pre planned something with my room mate? A- HAAAA. Still it was sweet of you guys, giving me flowers and stuff. :) So sweet of you sayanggg *while eating the flower petals*

Shooo sweet it made mee shoo sad and wanted to weep !

Woodwind Section, and there I am in the middle behind Prof Razif :)

Painting the backdrop just flaunting off my creative inner self. *as if *

Here's our practice/sleeping/fooling around room. Jazz Band 1.1 room !

Here's my adorable senior/president plus /flutist also a great friend ! We love you Dorothy ! :D

Im so short, GRRRRR

So lets start tagging intruments instead of names in pictures shall we? :D

from left, violinist moe, pianist andrew and me the elf flutist ;D

Urgh. The "every 10 minute fights" we have among ourselves.

look at that face !

from left, leslie trumpeter , me, peapea flutist, vernard trumpeter and fong wan trombonist.

Here's my coursemate Catherine hotstuff !

here's Hanna and Wendy both of my lovely coursemates :)

My family that came... *sad face*

Wish,haziq and alip that came for the concert. :)

More pics of coursemates :P

Here's the keyboardist and the cellist. Lovely ladies !

That backstage moment. HUA HUA

Here is Mary and she is our backup singer. I think her dress is lovely. loving it so much much much

We're the four musketeers y'all and I look like Im high.

The Woodwind Line, WE blow our heart's out :)

I love their bra straps.. eh eh suspenders I mean.

This is Ayano she plays the flute and is brilliant at it. Together with her daughter, Iffah :)

The whole bunch of us !

The most embarrassing moment of the whole concert was when me and my gay- like friend Maurice had to act during one of the songs which was Saxomania. Acting like a couple and flirting wasn't really hard...The hard part was when we had to ride the bicycle. -_- Torturing, embarrassing but yet it was fun and funny ! Overall the concert was just a blast. I had fun and all the hard work going to band camps,the stress, the not enough sleep and practices really paid off.

Stupid bicycle scene. haha

And what did I randomly do last night? hmm. I went to Zee Avi's Concert here in Penang at Straits Quay. To tell you the truth, Im not a big fan of hers, but after last night.. She blew me away, her voice was some sort husky and melodic at the same time it was so good, soothing and relaxing. I didnt want it to end :( Even the opening act was awesome ! Narmi the drummer from One Buck Short. His songs are so freakishly cute and jiwang yet its so nice to listen to. Aummm. The concert was just overwhelming and it left a feel good kind of feeling in you :) It was awesome and its in a totally different crowd you know when you compare it with Ne-Yo or Maroon 5 :P Yeah. The slower kind of crowd but I love it.

ZEE AVI !!

Wowww what an awesome week I had and now Im busy with finals which is coming up this January. Life has never been this hectic and fun at the same time and Im trying my best to balance it equally so that I dont fall on my arse later on.

Videos of our Jazz Band Concert. This is some of the songs,

Tia Mi Mi

Grease Lightning and Jangan Tinggal Daku

September ! The encore song !

Fever !

A video of Narmi singing Cair during the opening act of Zee Avi's concert. aaaaaa..

Keys off readers,

My Definition of FUN

2011-10-13T22:01:00.006+08:00

US having a blast ! :D

zuyeen, farah, kyla, khye, azrie, meiyin, shashee, jin, hanna

Lata Perangin Campsite Manong, Perak.

2011-10-03T07:22:00.007+08:00

The happy faces upon leaving USM to

TortureVille.

So Ive posted beautiful pictures, told you about amazing vacations and some of my breath taking moments, but now? Its time for a reality check. For the last 3 days, Me and a few of my friends were lucky enough to get selected to go to KEM LATA PERANGIN, MANONG PERAK. Manong? Ive never heard such a place before and when we got there..The place was just so empty and scary.

Unfortunately none of my friends got the same campsite as me.

SEE. Im always the 'lucky' one.

The campsite was in the middle of the forest. There was only a small 20 person canteen and there were toilets. Awesome toilets might I add. When I got there, I wanted to turn my back and run home, but then after alot of convincing self and thinking "ahhhh what the hell, lets just get this over with " I decided to stay but now I thought I should have just ran while I had the chance.

Nature's toilet. Lovely aint it? No doors so you can

shit and people can stare. :D

The activities there? The boring activities you have during camp. The ice- breaking session, the games, yada.. yadaa yada..Night walk which was terrible because I kept on tripping over rocks and branches and landed on mud.. in the dark.. Urgh. The walk wasn't a night stroll in the dark by the sea side nah? It was a challenging walk because of the mountain and it was dark. No lights no nothing just voices and alot of leeches plus mud. The walk started at 12 30 am and we stopped at 4 am. Tiring and after that we continued with other activities.

That evening we had those 'merentas halangan' thingys where we were trained like soldiers and got bullied like an ass. What was the obstacles that I had to hinder? The real question here is what did I not do. huh. Crawling in mud, crawled in a sewer sort of tunnel which was disgusting, had to swim in a sewer full of mud tho I cant even swim and we had to roll over mud and so on. They sure love them mud which I dont understand. I got bruises on both of my knees, I scraped my elbows and hands. After that I felt like gettin naked because of the stench and my whole entire body and face was covered with dirt. Torturing, and bathing in the toilet? URGH. I didnt. I couldnt. I wanted a decent shower not those wells and there's maggots and insects in them. Not to mention going to the toilet was a terrifying experience. Since I didnt bath for almost 3 days only dived in the river which was a relief, my hair, my face everything looked hideous. URGH. What an experience, getting on the bus and reaching back to Penang was the most heavenly feeling ever. It was like a torture camp.

Overall not everything was bad, I manage to get through it which was awesome. I did have fun sometimes and met alot of new friends which was interesting too. But then again Id rather be home in my room and on my bed of course. hehe. So for those of you munchkins who's thinking," alahhh, stakat kem 3 hri ja, i can do it easy peasy" well I hoped you join us next year. Dont worry, Kem Pimpin Siswa is a compulsory activity for all us students here. This is nothing like Kem Kadet Polis nah adik2 ? haha. They still pampered us there.

Well, Im getting ready for class. Hope everyone is STILL going to class. :D

Adios

Hello USM

2011-09-17T21:57:00.006+08:00

Orientation sucky moments

And I thought matriks had the worst orientation ever, I guess I was wrong. USM won :P It wasn't entirely bad but it was the worst. The worst part of em all was the walking part. Not to exaggerate but it took nearly 45minutes to get to my school ( faculty) from my hostel which was Restu and situated at the outermost region of the universe and my school is situated at the main entrance of USM so yeahhhhhh, awesome much. That was the worst part, the not so worst part was the amount of trees and greenery scenery everywhere. I love the huge trees and how massive the university is. The food is amazing. Since Im a huge foodie, food is always the most important and anticipating thing to get on to. Like when you watch a movie and their eating something and you constantly have that desire of eating the same thing too !! That proves how a serious foodie I am . A food person that never finishes her meal :P The food here is grand, both cheap and yummy. Since there's lods of shops everywhere, I have lunch dinner and supper all at different places. And after every class, I would grab a slice of red velvet cake at a stall nearby my school and munch it up in a mere 5 seconds. Considered a fancy restaurant but a slice of cake there is only 4 ringgit. Yummy.

So after class we can straight away dive in :P haha

After the horrified orientation week, we started our class on Monday, and we have to take the bus to get to our school. 2 different busses. It was either that or do you prefer walking? Haaa. The first day of class was okay. I didn't expect that our lecturers would be all super cool and how we were treated so nicely by them. Our school itself is lovely, because of the back view of the swimming pool and its situated on top of the hill. And the course mates? Wow. Talk about competition. Its like you get in a room and you feel super awkward while everyone else in the seemed so cool. We're not in the same range of ages so thats new.

Overall, Im liking it here very much. Im hoping for the best and less of the worst. Ill keep updating when I have the time, assignments are pilling up already and it has only been a week.

Oh, and despite all the complaining that Ive yapped about, Im taking this second to actually be grateful to God that I actually got into a university and one of the best too while others strive hard and ended up not going anywhere. I feel lucky and Im thankful. :)

Will b updating soon, Adios.

When I Start to Yapped

2011-08-19T12:37:00.006+08:00

Coming home and getting an awfully long phone call from a friend about a break up isnt really an everyday thing but hey, its normal. A five year relationship down the drain just like that in a split second. But why? There were those couples that I thought I'd be seeing having kids and all, but they ended all and there was no "other person involve". All he said was he didn't love her anymore like he used to but that wasn't enough of an excuse to go right? But still, its down the drain. Well, Im no psychiatrist nor am I good at giving any advises, but Ive been through a lot since I was in high school and based on observations of the incidents happening around me, I can share a few. Lets not take the view from the person who got dumped because that would be boring and its actually too common to take it from the 'innocent side'. Yes, lets take it from the other side, the dark and heartless side as you may all see it.

So why did you dump her? Lets give it two situations. Situation A, there was another person that he fancy which has a simple explanation to it and Situation B, he didn't have any feelings for her anymore, nadaa. zero. null. Which is hard to figure out and you might get rashes on your butt just from thinking of it. Tricky.

Situation A.

Many relationships go to waste because of this. Seeing someone else they're attracted to and immediately telling themselves, "Im gonna leave my girl and hit on this chick all right". Well, if you are unhappy and having a shitty relationship they yeah. Just leave cause you know yourself, you deserve better. But make sure you ask yourself why were you unhappy. Just dig it up to the core so that you'll get the answer. BUT sometimes people just go on and have new relationships for the short term pleasure, for fun which is wrong. A selfish act that is practice in our generation. But in the end the person would normally come crawling back and asking for forgiveness and asking you to take him back. Priceless ey? Dont smirk and dont say yes. :P Second chances are given for a reason but not the wrong ones. If people treated you like shit, then that person isn't worthy at all for you.

Situation B.

"He doesnt love me nemoreeee" and the endless crying continues with added blowing nose into tissues and teardrops the size of Jupiter. So he said he doesn't want you anymore and you ask yourself, what did I do wrong? How can one person love the other so much and the other leaves just like that? Well, in a relationship it doesn't really matter how long the duration is really, its the feeling, tolerance and appreciation that brings it all together. As the relationship grows, you can either grow apart from each other or end up growing together and having similar mutual feelings. Heck, you can feel great about your relationship 7 months ago and still feel great about it until today. But it is natural if it goes the other way around. Don't blame people for what had happened but why not blame yourself. You may mislead things and focused on the wrong things thats why it becomes a waste. It may have not been love in the beginning even, maybe it was a series of coincidence and flirtatious acts.

Emotional training is important and if you are truly grateful of your partner then surely you would do anything to fight for that person rather than giving up and meeting someone better which in my opinion is a lazy, easy and an immature option. Seee, so keep your relationship clean and lovable and keep it interesting ;D

Random Scribbles

2011-07-31T22:40:00.004+08:00

The official USM letter has arrived a few days back and I was a wee bit overjoyed and confused at the same time. One thing you should know about me , I SUCK AT FILLING FORMS. Be it, surveys, formal forms even writing birthday cards I suck at em. WHY? Because first of all it takes me about an hour to understand the description written on the form. Fully understand, and thats when Im wide awake and conscious nah? So I advise read the instructions throughly before you do something stupid like filling the form with blue pen when it is CLEARLY stated to use black. -_-

Another reason is because of my beautiful professional awesome handwriting that only aliens and humans with abnormal powers could understand. If I fill the form, most of the alphabet wouldn't be in the lil squares provided, most of them will be in between the lines. And surely they cant differentiate my a and my d. If I was the officer who happen to receive and read my letter, I would definitely have rejected it and vomit on it. True be told. :P So thats when your sister comes in handy ! Unlike me , my sister has very neat, boring, easy to understand and normal handwriting. So yeah, fine. Let her do the work while I laze around. Im perfectly find with that.

The last reason is probably because of my anxiousness. I get nervous and excited at the same time that I like to do it all in one day. With my clumsyness its impossible fo things to get done in one day tho I do make an effort on making sure that everything is complete. And when its not done, I'll be super mad and start being ...*whispering* nasty. And since its the fasting month, lagila I want it done early so that I can be a slowpoke and rot in my room.

Oh yeah and this year, fasting would be awesome and great and Raya would be even greater becauseee *drum roll* I am celebrating it with my family and not in the *prison. * KMPP, andddd *second drum roll* we've added a new member to the family, my new baby brother ! So, Its our first time fasting and celebrating Raya with all 8 of us ! Oh my, 8 is such a big number kan? Last time it was only 7 :P haha.

So get bloating guys tonight and make sure puasa penuh and be on the look out for extra good deeds this fasting month! :)

Selamat Berpuasa !!

NOTE #14

2011-07-29T19:49:00.004+08:00

The POSITIVE SIDE that You're going to actually wear braces is the FACT that

You will look super hot and super geeky at the same time which is an absurd turn ON and I would totally love love love that so much that it would make my eyes sparkly sparkle.

But the ULTIMATE DOWN SIDE is,

The fact that most of the time, Im not the one who would be drooling over you but instead a bunch of stuck up girls gawking over your every move. :(((((((((((( *I am literally frowning gila right now *

BOO YOU, you just got yourself an entry in my blog you Hot Pau. HUH.

10 Days Of Summer Vacation

2011-07-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

So lets see. I haven't wrote in ages, my feet are soar and full of plasters, my lips are getting chappier, Im gettin bigger and last Monday I had the best vacation trip ever ! ;D

Well lets get on with it. So, departed at the Penang Airport and transit in Singapore and then to Rome, Italy. It was a 13 hour flight from Singapore to Rome. Arrived in Rome at 7 in the morning, went straight to the hotel which was the first check-in, Hotel H10 in Rome. Our program then started at 9. The first place we visited was St. Peter's Basilica which was a church. Nothing much there but really big monuments and old buildings. We went for lunch afterwards at this lovely Italian Ristorante, which served us fantastic yummy pizza's :D We had a big lunch actually. There was pizza, salad salmon and I had apple pie for dessert! After lunch we headed to the Trevi Fountain and to the Colosseum which was one of the few reasons why I wanted so bad to come to Rome. Wanna see where those so callled gladiators fight their asses out !

My first impression on Rome wasnt really good. I thought of it so much like in the movies. Very beautiful and romantic like. Lots of swirly roads and people eat pasta for a living. :P haha. But it really isnt like what I expected. Its nice, lovely weather but not up to my expectations.

This was at Singapore Airport. See how bored I am and ended up taking self portraits of my own messy self -_-

This is Roma. This pic reminds me of one of the scene in Lizzie Mcguire the movie. ;D

The one thing that I found interesting was the amount of small stalls of PIZZA'S everywhere ! :0 must have in malaysia.

-_-

This is St. Peter's Basilica

This is the colosseumm :D We had an even closer view, BUT it was to close so we couldnt really get a great big shot of the whole building.

The greatest Pizza Ristorante everrrrr ~ *exaggerating tone*

One pan per person ! ;D

Saldi means SALE in Italian !

Trevi Fountain which was packed with people. Couldnt get a clean shot. -_-

Pasta that looks likee BICYCLES ! How uniquely weird is that? ;D

The next day, we traveled by bus from Rome to Pisa. Yes, to get a glimpse of the famous Leaning Tower. I once thought that the specific tower was called Pisa. -_- Pisa is the place. I thought the tower was in Rome ! I can be a complete idiot sometimes. The most popular pictures there is ofcourse pose of people trying to hold up the tower, preventing it from falling. You'll get what I mean in a minute. After vising Pisa, we went straight to Florence which was a lovey city. Walk through the Duomo Santa Maria and Piazza Della Singnoria. After then our second check in was in Prato. Just a small city in Italy.

I had the a very mild spaghetti here with no tomato sauce or any dressing just plain spaghetti, fish and some salad -_-

The Pisa Tower was actually built as a bell tower for the church in front of it. But since it suddenly.. LEANED, they changed their minds but did continue to built it and it is still standing strong until today ! How cool is that?

Adorable lil French girls taking pics on the field in front of the Tower.

There's Razif, me and Kak Shazia. I am yet the shortest and the youngest. *crooked smile*

muahahaha. The must take picture of actually holding on to the tower and preventing it from falling. Mine's not realistic enough tho. :P haha.

Hello Florence !

Zara is Saldi Everywhere. And cheap and its like a 3 storey building ! Heaven I tell you.

Having chocolate waffles on the way back to our hotel.

For all you shopping maniacs out there, you should come to Florence.

Spent the night in the Wall Art Hotel in Prato and headed out to Venice the next day ! It was 7th July which was a Thursday.It was an almost 3 hour journey by bus from Prato to Venice and by the time we got there, we settle in for lunch straight away at an Arabic sort of Restaurant called The Sahara. I find their food.. hard to swallow since they serve minced beef and peanuts on top -_- I dont understand Arabian food. After the weird lunch, we had to take the boat to San Marco Piazza. Now this is the ' Venice ' that we often see on the telly ! I remember how beautiful Venice is when I watched The Tourist and wanted to go there so bad. When I got there, It looked exactly like in the movie except for the massive number of people and how they exaggerate in movies. Its not as pretty as it is in the movies. The wheather was hot but I insisted in going on the gondola ride. You know, those romantic boat rides you see on movies. ;D That was the most exciting part ! 80 Euros per ride. Converting it in Malaysian ringgit well, you can have a Kippling purse for that. haha. After mendling in San Marco Piazza, we took a boat ride to land and headed on to our third check in which was in Venice, the B4 Hotel.

Riding a bus has never been this exciting.

I dont understand how they manage to eat these sort of food.

Yes, we took the cruise ship. No, not the lil boat there, nonsense. :P

San Marco Piazza, *flippin hair*

There's walid ! :D

The exciting moment when we jump on the gondola and took loads of pics.

This is Nicola, the Italian guy that owns the boat. Very friendly indeed..

We were told that Angelina Jolie stayed in this hotel with her hubby, for the movie The Tourist. This hotel is yet the most expensive hotel in Venice and she stayed there for almost 3 months for the movie . *melts*

After the gondola ride, we went browsing over shops. *gulp*

On Friday which was the next day, we check out of the hotel and headed for.. MILANO ! ;D The shopping stop for every idiotic person who is crazy for shopping. We spent the whole entire day shopping, So we really didn't have the time to take alot of pictures. ; / After one whole day in Milan, we continued our journey to Como. The weather there is way different than in the other cities of Italy, Its freakin cold in Como because of the famous Lake Como and because of the mountains there. Como is lovely.

*EXCITED FACE* We had lunch at this restaurant. NOT EDIBLE. But still PUTTING ON AN excited face to visit Milan !

The streets of Milan.

;DDDD

:DDDDDDDDD haha. how I love Milan,

This is their version of a good rice.. :'(

After a tiring day in Milan, we check-in in our 4th hotel which was Hotel Como. The scariest hotel yet. It is situated behind of the Como Lake and the scary part about the hotel was the very tiny and noisy lift and the old century look of the hotel doors and toilet. Its like one of the rooms in The Vacancy if you happen to watch the thriller. *GULP* The next morning was the big day, we were leaving Italy and heading for Interlaken, Switzerland. But before that, we had a tour in Como. The cool part about Como is that houses are built on mountains and the Lake Como is possibly every house's back yard and the other side of the mountain which is 2km from Como is already Switzerland. When we arrived to Interlaken, the 5th Hotel that we checked in was yet the best hotel Ive ever been to. The room, the people, the scenery is just breathtaking. Italy was much of a historical place, full of old buildings and shopping malls and so, but Switzerland was a totally different thing. It took about 3 hours to get to the hotel from the border of Italy and as the bus drove,the scenery outside the window was exotically amazing. It was really cold there, going out with just t-shirt is never a good thing.

Como Como Como !

Everything was cheaper than Malaysia in this store. I bought my bag for RM100 in KL, and got it for only 10 Euro here which is 40 ringgit.

The border of Italy and Svissera (Switzerland)

This is Switzerland. Also known as Heaven On Earth.

This is the view from our hotel room in Interlaken. The back view.

And here's the front.

This is the front of our hotel.

The name of the lovely hotel is Romantik Schweizerhof Hotel. It was a pity that we only stayed there for one night. :( The next day we had to check out and get ready for a day on Top Of Europe. We took a train in Grindenwald to Jungfraujoch which was a mountain that is known as the TOP OF EUROPE. When we got up there, we were advise not to get overly excited because of the thinning oxygen layer up there. It was to cold but once we got to the Sphinx which was the top of the mountain, the view was breathtaking. Its like eye catching in every angle.

Such a proper attire today. :P

We're on the trainnnnnn,

Trying to control the FACE from freezing into ice. Muahah.

After the visit, we checked out of the hotel and started our journey to our last stop which was in Lucerne. Our 6th check-in is at The Monopol Hotel in the heart of Lucerne. We stayed for two days here and the place was cool because everything was nearby the hotel. Strabucks were just downstairs and MCD was behind the hotel. I ate macaroons there which was much more tastier than here in KL. But the tiny size were like a rip off. The next day, our programe was to go to Engelberg to ride the cable car to Mount Titlis which had snow throughout the year. We had to take 3 different cable car to get up there and it was scary, the last cable car was weird because it did not only was square shaped, but it also rotated as it moves. It was the first ever rotating cable car and as we got up there, everything was white and my knees were getting wobbly.

Lucerne,

This is Engelberg, where we had to take those cable car rides to the top

-_- TORTURE.

There's the last cable car to the top of Mount Titlis. Urgh. Look at that face.

But finally, I got to the top ! ;D

Hello snow haven ! :D

Look at how clear the water is. Haven lagi.

Tho this may sound awkwardly weird, me and my dad are absolute dorks for Hindustan films. One of the many films we watched were taken here at Mount Titlis. So we had to take this pic. HAHAHA.

After a tiring day, it was time to pack our stuff and headed home. But before leaving, we stilll had the whole evening to explore Lucerne and took pictures.

Try saying that without twisting your tongue. HAHA.

Swans everywhere !

So there you have it, my awesome 10 days of summer. Hope I can visit those places again one day with my family. Wow, what a tiring write. I still havent got the hang of my sleeping habits cause of the 6 hours difference. muehehe. Hope you guys enjoy reading it.

Keys off,

National Band Competition. :D

2011-06-24T13:01:00.007+08:00

Hello awesome readers! Yesterday was a hoot I tell you ! It was hot and stuffy in the stadium but it all paid off when SMK Sultanah Asma was announced the winner or the National Band Competition (Northern Zone) Really I would personally say that it was really awesome. By far the best Ive seen since 2006 ! My intro sucks I know. -_-

On the other hand Kolej Sultan Abdul Hamid did well too ! No hard feelings K Zorros ? :P

I ALSO met up with lots of old schoolmates, friends. :) I didn't bring my camera so it was kind of a bummer. -_-

For those who didn't get the chance to go and see and feel and be inspired *exaggeration*, here's the video of our SAS band's performance. Im not gonna elaborate much but let you guys decide and comment on how they nailed that performance. :P

Am so proud of all of you guys, band members, even cadet members that helped out in the performance, and of course the crazy Asmarian supporters. U guys rocked the stadium yesterday. ALL THE BEST for the upcoming competition ! :)

Min is only 10 and yet shes like so freakin tall -_-

Ex band members who happen to be be really retarded. hahahaha. Sorry guys, :P

This is stupidly amusing. Please watch and die laughing

2011-06-14T20:10:00.002+08:00

Now this is what we really call CRAPPING,

I have no idea what the hell this girl is shitting about but it sure is amusing.

WAHAHAH

I know this is so late but..

2011-06-14T18:18:00.004+08:00

I GOT INTO USM IN THIS MAJORING COURSE FOR MY DEGREE IN SEPTEMBER.

*I didn't know how to generally print screen of the course that I gotten with this freakin Mac, and when I eventually did find out how to do it which was just holding on the the button COMMAND, SHIFT AND 3 at the same time, the site couldn't be opened anymore. SO,I'll do it manually. ;D

Its, Bachelor of Arts ( Hons) English For Professional *still cant get what it meant by professional*

Its under the School Of Language, Literacies and Translation.

Its a 3 Year Programme. (6 semesters )

* 4 - 5 years if continuing with masters at the same university or overseas.

The Major Courses are

English for Law
English for Scientific, Technical & Web - based Writting
Phonetics and Lexis of English
English for Public Relations and Marketing
English Discourse in the Profession
Industrial Training

and The Career Prospects ?

Journalism
Marketing
Banking
Teaching
Legal Profession
Diplomatic Service
Entrepreneurship

What do I think? Well more or less I think its a good course. By the looks of it,its generally learning English at a higher level. Its not TESL. TESL is meant for teaching, this course is more general. I meant that as in WIDER.

Im happy with the course, *even if my english is a bit shitty* After a few minor research and asking a few of my teachers, I got only positive feedbacks. Tho I was hopping for Biology but I got this instead, I take it as a good sign and of course Im looking forward to it. I am thankful and my parents are too. So thats the important part kan? hehe.

Alhamdulillah :)

P.S : If you guys have any suggestions or even add-ons about the course please drop a comment ! Its much appreciated !

Just plain awkward

2011-06-09T19:56:00.008+08:00

I was driving today, from Jitra to Alor Setar to a friend's wedding. Well not her wedding of course, she's only 19 but her brother's. I drove back alone and at one of the tol plaza, something weird happened. It was a Rm1.40 tol, I gave him RM10.00 and the awkward conversation began.

*Crossbar going up and green light lights up*

Me :Aaa. encik. Saya bagi sploh ringgit tadi .*reaching out my hand still dahla jauh*

Guy :Oh. yaka cik? mintak maaf. *reaching for the change he should have given me*

Me :*Smiles politely, he forgot the change no big deal* Takpa takpa.

Guy : Cik dari mana ni? Kenduri noh?

Me : Hee. a'a.. kenduri.

Guy : Mmg bnyk kenduri skarang,cuti skolah. *still holding the change and smilling*

Me : A'a..cuti skolah kan *smile smile*

Guy : yaa, adik rumah kat mana?

I just stopped replying and tried not to respond. It was just too weird asking those kind of questions at the tol and the car line at the back was very LONG !! We actually had a 45second conversation kot. I laughed after the incident.

Funny and awkward. -_-

P/S :

Thanks to Pali and Fyrah, for the lovely invite and FOOD.
Syifa and Min for the company. :)
Not to forget, tomorrow's the day ! USM results ! Im hoping for it badly, *crossing fingers(its just an idiom my teacher used to say it,nothing more -_- ) and still praying* Good luck to those who applied too !

formspring.me

2011-06-05T17:17:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything <3 http://formspring.me/sharifahsyakila

Beijing Trip !

2011-06-02T14:27:00.016+08:00

Arrived in Beijing at 6pm on the 28th of Mac and was greeted by our tourist guide, a chinese lady named Maggie and she spoke fluently in Indon. I dont know bout you fellas, but how often do you hear a chinese speaking Indon? ;D Turns out alot of them spoke more Indon then Malays here. Which was cool and amusing. haha.

Well, lets wrap it up. I dont want to tell everything in detail like a high school essay. Im gonna get to the best parts and post pictures and tell nasty stories about each one of it. ;D For starters, we stayed at DaJiouTing International Hotel, Fancy name? Well the that was the only thing fancy about it. There were no internet connection and they cant speak english so communicating with them was HARD. Very Hard. haha. Oh and Facebook was blocked in China? I didnt know that untill we finally did get a sudden connection and excessing facebook was a complete fail plan. The whole China blocked Facebook. I find that cool too.

At 4 am, the sun is already up like its 9am ! Imagine how early you have to get up for Subuh.

10am here is like 1pm since the sun is so high up ! The food there was.. very healthy like. Alot of veggies and fruits were taken and chinese tea was all that they served.

So lets continue by posting loads more photos and minus the boring description shall we! ;D

fammiliarr much? ;0 HAHA buat perak sket amek gmbr so called Guardians in Hong Kong.

This was taken infront of the hotel. IKMAL, why u SO tall !!

Summer Palace !

Istana musim panas? yeah get the picture.

Faces of despite

Its like a sad album cover for a sappy heartbroken guy :(

This was us in front the Beijing Theater. We watched an awesome acrobats show ! It was good seriously if you did visit Beijing, this is a show that you would not want to miss !

People travel by bicycle more than cars. I guess its easier when ur in a huge city.

Rasa macam sgt cool time ni.

There's the bird nest !!

Okay say cheese walid.

i HATE THEM for being so tall.

Hye,I love cheese and Ill eat your heart out.

Now act perasan like ur Brad and Im Angie.

Tiananmen Square ! get it ? SQUARE? ;D im such a loser i know.

WE walked almost 10km. Throughout The Forbidden City to Tianamen Square. Phewwhh. It was a good thing that it wasnt hot !

I WANT MY ICE CREAM TOO! :((

Finally got my ice cream ! :D SEE THE HAPPY SATISFIED FACE. NOM NOM NOM

That was the second one. *muka brsungguh2*

and thats the third. Im an ass. I know that too.

aaaaa..I know what ur thinking and u are such a pervert. muahaha

The Great Wall ! :D Its 6000km long and climbing the stairs to the top was really something...

look at the fake smile ! ;D hahaha.

"I wanna go backk, i dont want to suffocate up theree, I wanna live and get married "

Finally after the drama, I did made it to the 8TH tower which was the highest I could go. HAHA. Im so proud of myself,and my legs and my butt.

I dont get the signage up there tho. :/ to please watch for? for? FORRR?? U lft me hanging there.

And this was scribbled on the walls of the tower. !! cool gila dari kedah kot??? HAHAHA.

Well Thats all the pictures that I thought was interesting enough. We took over 600 pictures and yet this was all that I decided to published pon ! Overall it was a memorable trip. A tiring one but still it was fun ! :)

2011-06-01T22:23:00.003+08:00

JUST got back from an awful flight from Hong Kong to Penang. Im sweaty as ever and I smell like sweat socks from all the running I did. Two long flights in a day, I couldnt take that. shows how WIMPY I AM. haha. Yes it was tiring and I'll be sure to fill this blog up with pictures and stories from the trip ! But for now I need to take my long warm bath and sleep! :D

Emo Train Wreck

2011-05-11T18:22:00.014+08:00

I love writing. It has always been something I love to do. Diaries, journals, blogs, essays. I enjoy writing them as long as its fiction, imagination based, love stories. That has always been my type. I remember this one time when I wrote a love story in my class during high school and the teacher loved it so much that she called me to her desk. Yes girls, it was our high pitch scary teacher that wears bulky 'seat-belt' like BELTS, has dark curly black hair and wears heavy eye makeup which I reckon she had to wake up really early just to get ready. Trying to make a statement kot? :P Miss Au was her name and she asked me,

" I like your story, did you made it all up? "

" Well, I changed it a bit. Its from a movie. Music& Lyrics . The movie wasn't really good. I added a few vibes to the essay to make make it moree.."

"spicy? I can see that Sharifah..,theres a very intimate part here." *raising one of her beautifully plucked and drawn eyebrow*

"ahehehehee" * smiles widely, afraid that she might shout at me infront of the whole class*

Well, I was feeling heartbroken than ever when I wrote the essay, it was 3 days before I submit the essay and I didnt thought it would turn out the way it did. But whatever that was, it wasnt the point that I was trying to point out. I was going to conclude that feelings plays an important role in writing. I write like an ass when Im sad, being in love or even out of love but most of the time was when I was being too emotional. I put my emotions into it. Thats when I write at best. And I bet we are all like that. Thats the key to it. :)

Well, I was browsing along a few of my old microsoft documents and came across this.

I wrote it in 2009,

DELETED

So I guess I wrote a shitload of crap. hahaha. Dont know where that came from but rather than just deleting it, might as well I post it here. :)

2011-05-02T18:37:00.008+08:00

Greetings ! Just arrived home this morning from Kuala Lumpur and it was tiring. Had to wake up at 4 and went to the airport at 5. Yeah. So I had an awesome weekend, Maroon 5 was on Friday + the Royal Wedding of Prince William and Kate which I envied so much was on the same day. Her dress was stunningly beautiful and I want my wedding to be like that as well. *high hopes but nobody really cares* hehe.

Well lets talk about the concert shall we? Mueehehe. Adam was hot of course and he sang all of his famous first single'This Love' to his newest single 'Never Leave This Bed' . Since I was considered 'very very tall', I couldn't see half of the stage . I kept on bumping into the guy infront of me and when he looked behind, I was like "SORRRYY MANN!! But I canttt SEE!! " So, most of the time I was jumping until my stomach ache. Ouch. haha. After the concert I met up with a few friends and they celebrated my belated birthday together. Awwww, YOU GUYS ARE JUST SWEETIE PIESS.

Well, I guess that was the highlight of my week. Nothing happened really. Oh, and as you can see, I have a new beautiful funky banner up there, its lovely yeah? HAHA. A big thanks to Amar, my most creative friend who made the header for me. Click here to see his blog ! :D

Well, I guess thats all of an update, I dont have a lot of photos to upload pon. There not pweety :( So, no photos. I'll write when I feel perky again.

Keys Off,

P/S : The pics were taken by Hot Magazine and i couldn't get a whole of only my pics. grrr

No more calling me BRACE FACE!

2011-04-23T19:04:00.007+08:00

The braces are finally off and I look different. Yes, its because of the teeth kan? Yeah, maybe its because Ive worn the braces for two years so when its off, its like totally .... DIFFERENT. I look myself in the mirror with a weird face. How awkward is that? Oh and btw the teethes are numb. I feel numb like the doctor pulled out all of my teeth and now I feel like I only got gums in my mouth. HUAHAU. Yeah, Its not cool. Oh and tomorrow is my 19th birthday and I do not intend to have a massive birthday party or even celebrating it pun. Maybe having a yummy cheese cake would be nice with the whole family. That would be more than lovely. :)

This is just a quick update, Im too lazy to write since my mind has been retarded for the past 24 hours. I got to get some good sleep. Let me know on how you think of the no brace face look.

Adios,

2011-04-20T18:15:00.003+08:00

Lying in my own bed in my own room in the middle of the day without nothing to worry about,no books,no studying, no going starving,no laundry no NOTHING, is just too heavenly and I'm cherishing every moment of it.

2011-03-13T12:24:00.007+08:00

What Is Your Most Favorite Feeling In The World?

This was the question and these are the answers that Ive gotten through a number of people.

" Having a cute stranger smiles at you "
" Wearing your pyjamas all day "
" Shopping like mad !"
" Getting my allowance and spending it like crazy"
" Waking up and class canceled"
" Orgasm"
" Making my parents happy and proud"
" Praying"
" Getting a love note"
" The excitement of new love"
" Being loved by someone you really loved"
" Cuddling, kissing ! "
" Getting married "
" Being singlee ! "
" When you win a game"
" Looking at old pictures and feeling the exact same feeling you felt then "
" Travelling"
" Waking up in the middle of the night and realizing that you still have a few hours to sleep"
" When the one that left tell you, they miss you"
" Falling in love obviously ! "
" To spend the rest of your life with the one you love most"
" The amazing moment when your ex is in a new relationship and you stalk the fuck out of the girl and turns out she's a fat bitch"
" Sunsets"
" Having amazing people around you"
" Swearing out loud "
" When someone remembers the things you told them a long ago"
" When he tells you his real feelings"
" When he writes about you "
" When you are all he thinks about"
" Having the feeling that no one can stop you from doing anything"

Well, these were the awesome answers and as you can see the trend that flows here, is well mainly on Love. :)

See how it plays a big role in our life and how it effects our feelings, This is just a random post and my answer to this question is a secret.

note #13

2011-03-12T16:35:00.005+08:00

Im gonna get hair extensions again when matriks is over ! And its gonna be a wild one and I dont caree even if I look like a total weirdo freak ! yeahhhhhh.

Mummy, am I in LOVE?

2011-02-26T08:33:00.007+08:00

Since my friends and a bunch of others have been misunderstood by the meaning of love here, the "Im in love with this guyyy, hs my soull" *tho it has only been a week*, or "It was love at first sight!"* and I guess when bumping into another hot guy the same line repeats again* kind of lines and end up messing with people's heart and feelings and getting heartbroken ! Well, here's some shitty tips Ive made up as I was in the shower. muahaha.

This tips/signs can only be applied once you've known the person well. YES, there's no such thing as LOVE when you havent even known that person's insides out. So those "in a relationship" status updaters out there, READ THIS.

Signs that YOU are in loloveee by Dr.Braceface (acecece),

1) You have definitely forgotten about your ex ! Yes, this is this number one reason. This special person has made u forget about your ugly past moreover your ugly ex. haa, So take a minute and think , are you still crying over your past or are you just laughing over it?

2) You dont notice others so much. Well, when you like this special someone, even if Orlando Bloom came knocking on your door with a bouquet of flowers and chocolates you still wouldnt care ! *But on second thoughts....* hehe. Well, get what I mean right? You really dont take notice of anyone else other than him/her. Everyone's a blur when he/she is around.

3) You think about him/her constantly and everything reminds you of em. "EVEN IN THE TOILET?" My friend asked.. WHY IN THE HELL WOULD YOU WANT TO THINK OF HIM IN THE TOILET YOU PERVY GIRL. Im being a good girl today. Boo You. I meant the slightest thing would go reminding you of him. Every single thing !

4) You start listening to lovey dovey meaningful songs. Once, you were a rocker girl/guy, You listen only to underground british bands, or those slim shady rapping song or crazy Mika, but when you are in love... Every bit of song reminds you of him/her. So you start changing your genre a bit and start listening to these kind of songs, as I labelled it "lovedove songs". Yeah, this is an obvious sign.

5) When he/she looks at you, your heart skips a beat ! :) Those jitters feelings you get when he/she looks at youu, feels like screaming on the top of the world just by a LOOK. A simple look ans you'll smile the whole day.

6) You learn to love his flaws. He is the cutest guy you've ever laid your eyes to but he walks in a funny way and talks in a high pitch voice. Would you mind? If your in love, you wouldnt ! Another big sign here !

7) You are too shy to talk to that person. WHY? Because your trying hard to be perfect when he is around. You dont want to mess things up by saying stupid stuff or looking like a dweeb so when you meet him/her its always "aaaaa..emmmm.huaaaa" for the first few lines. Yes, for the first time you feel shy talking to the opposite sex and yet you dont feel a thing when talking to anyone else.

8) All you seemed to talk about is about him/her. There's always " aww, he was so cute today" and that line will go repeating itself for the next 24 hours. Your big mouth cant stop talking about him.

9) When you see him with other girls, it kills you. Yes, jealousy plays an important role. Its like you get jealous every time his talking with a girl. All you think about is chopping the girls head and make a yummy stew out of it. See, love can make you be a dreadful person. muehehe

10) You start thinking about a future of you guys together. The possibilities of having it with him/her. Of course you would really think about your future. Could we do it? Is it possible? If you are in love anything is and you would do anything to make it a reality.

And of course after reading this, there's only one person that mingles in your mind. Yes, that one special person ! So these are just my own signs that fits me based on experiences. EHEM2. So, give me your feedback and your comments on the list. There's a lot more but I think this are the most obvious reasons Ive came up with. So, READ ON LOVERS ! :)

Kissing Booth !

2011-02-19T17:14:00.008+08:00

The title is just an exaggeration, you know how Im a master at exaggerating right? . :P Okay, you should really stop reading now if u want to save yourselves from the total boring-ness because this post is going to be super nerdy, yeah. Like super duper freakin ass nerdy because its IT week here in KMPP and me and my friends volunteered to be booth speakers and we had to make a video on gadgets and all. So, our given topic was IT Gadgets and we displayed laptops, iphones, mp3s ipods and all. Yes, its the Nerdiest Exhibition and Im the committee member, :P huahau. At the end of the day, our booth won second place and that was the best ever since we didnt expect to win even. I didnt know anything about those gadgets ! All I wanted was the KOKO marks for my book ! That was the main reason. But still, am happy, tho I was called the dorky braceface just now at the booth by my so- called friends,BUT I still am the coolest nerd kan? kann? All I needed to add on was those big granny spectacles.

The highlight of the day was seeing A, as he was hiding behind his friend, smiling. :) haha. Smelly birthday boy ! Here's the most awesome, coolest video ever that we made for the booth so thanks again IXORA'S! Our hard work did pay off at the end of the day kan? Congratulation you guys ! :)

note #12

2011-02-12T09:40:00.002+08:00

“You can’t force love, I realized. It’s there or it isn’t. If it’s not there, you’ve got to be able to admit it. If it is there, you’ve got to do whatever it takes to protect the ones you love.”

NOTE #11

2011-02-12T01:49:00.005+08:00

YES, thats all Ive been doing for the past 19 years living on this planet. Well, almost 19. :p I made a deal with my friends that I wouldn't eat meat or chicken for this one whole month and its on since last Monday and so far Ive manage to LIVE the week heavenly. 6 days without meat. Feel like no point of living ; /

On the other hand, I also had an English project due today and my lame topic was on Vegetarians so I had to volunteer being a 'not so vegetarian' girl for about a month just to fulfill that project. Experience we call it. -_- Yes, being a half - time vegetarian. How dull is that? Plus the braces, and the meat I dont eat, I should be called a nerdy dork instead. *exaggerating*

Moreover youtube has been invading my life too much . Ive been watching from british channels to koreans, french and also malays, :P ( Anwar Hadi) haha. Its been an invasion so far tho I really hope it gets only positive feedbacks from the viewers !

Well, just a super short update.

later peeps,

Note #10

2011-02-06T09:47:00.005+08:00

If you want to love me, you have to love me in the morning ;)

No, seriously you have to love me in the morning, like when I wake up and my hair's a mess and ill be on top of everything and plus the drools and the crankiness. yeah. deal with that sucker.

MUAHAHAH

2011-02-02T17:41:00.006+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT?

You're sweet like cotton candy and I love it :)

Hello, Im in Paradise !

2011-02-01T18:23:00.013+08:00

Langkawi :) Its been 9 years since I last stepped foot here and my has it change so much !

this was my primary school :) Sekolah Kebangsaan Seri Negeri

The road to Tanjung Rhu was beautiful and breezy,

Me and walid ! while kyna is at the back set. dozing -_-

Apartment KCS, we used to live here. I misss it !

Beautiful beachhhhhh !

i would give anythng to live here :(

-__-

AWWW. I had an awesome weekend there and hope I could visit my old classmates back one day. The food was awesome and so was the weather. wargh. Ill be coming back soon I tell you !

hee. So, just an update. :)

a conversation ?

2011-01-15T23:02:00.003+08:00

sharifah.syakila
am i rily fat?

shaheirjibin
yes

sharifah.syakila
so i need to diet?

shaheirjibin
u don't have to
why girls always worry about being fat?

sharifah.syakila
tkkn nk look flabby infront of guys tmbh2 the person u like , like d'oh

shaheirjibin
it's the flabby that guys are attracted to

sharifah.syakila
so u want ur gf to look like shes pregnant having ur 3 months baby?
ok fine !

shaheirjibin
oh yess and then i'm like "this is our first baby"

sharifah.syakila
ill find a flabby gf for you

shaheirjibin
so wanna tell me about him?

sharifah.syakila
bout what..

shaheirjibin
>the person u like
>the person

sharifah.syakila
its jst smthng rndom
got no more emo songs?

shaheirjibin
wait
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video blogging?

2011-01-15T16:58:00.002+08:00

Maybee I should start video blogging?

seems so easyy and fun and it takes only seconds ! hehe.

My Fat 2010

2011-01-11T15:14:00.002+08:00

I know Im like wayyyy outdated because Its already 11/1/11 and Im just about to write on my fabulous 2010 highlights. BUT what the heck. So my fantastic,fabulous and phenomenal 2010 ended with an absurd new year celebration. One that I will never forget. What was the highlights of my 2010 ?
Too many thats for sure. But some of the most memorable was ofcourse my birthday. I went to Kelly's concert with Baby. Getting this macbook. ;D It has been on my "want list" for like decades. I remember my shopping spree in KL. That was great as well. But the most anticipating moment was when I got into Matrik Penang. Its not the best moment in life nor the worst but it was something. The fact that I needed to grow up and study like ass- hard and the pressure and tense and surviving from all of it, and crying and emotinally unstable with no social life and Im now here for almost 1 year and lived. I should be proud. Never thought I could make it for the first few months. hehe. Eventually by the end of December, I gain weight. Yes, I really did. Ive outgrown my jeans and t-shirts and I need new under garments if you know what I mean. hehe.
But yet, I'm happy. :) My final exams is in April and my hectic student life will all be over.Well just for a while I guess. :P I'll have a 5 months break to continue fattening up myself.
And what happends if I dont continue my degree level? I'll get married At a beach in Hawaaii and everyone will wear white and i'll wear a big red dress with rose petals scattered on my veil holding a big red bouquet of roses, fly back to Malaysia and my residence will be at the most elite region in KL. I'll have 5 kids and I'll spoil them like hell and I'll be the coolest mom ever and my husband would be like the richest man on earth plus the good looks and he'll say something random like " lets fly to europe for the weekend dear, how's that?" or " hey, i bought u 2 LV handbags since I dont know which one's better" or " maybe you should relax tonight, i'll cook." "honeyy, look out at the garage. it has your name on itttt" hahaha.

Yes, ME AND MY UNBEARABLE ,UNBELIEVABLE IMAGINATION.
I think one day I'll write a post on only my bizarre imagination. stai jugak kan? ehehe.
Wishing you guys all the best for 2011 !
ADIOS.

NOTE #9

2011-01-07T06:34:00.003+08:00

SHIT YOU MID SEM TEST. What a way to start my year. STRESSFUL !
Cant wait for matriks to be over. Just 3 more months and im freakinn free !

Wish me luck !

matrik is Evil

2010-12-25T01:25:00.009+08:00

After almost 40 days since the last time I stepped into my room, today was yet the best day of the year! Feels so good laying on my beautiful purple bedsheets with covet scented smell . Having to shower and bath naked in my own bathroom. Opening the refrigerator and and knowing that everything's freee. Good channels and the best of all is NO BOOKS. FEELS SO ACHEIN GOOD ! It has been yet a stressful month for me. I ditched my BB, my lappy, my social networks :( Everything for the sake of you. You evil matrik you. This second semester is slowly killing me and I'm enjoying every minute of it. I wanted to update my blog via BB, but the server was so shitty there, so I had to postpone everything.

Well, lets start updating. Now, What are we busy doing? Filling forms for local Universities in degree courses. What did I choose? Its a secret. :P I'll tell you when I get the course. :P All I can tell is that I applied for USM, UMT,UKM,UPM and UMT. If say I dont get any of the courses that Ive applied, then I shall die. I shall die with a slit on my neck and a note left on my bed, saying " Studying killed me" . yes, there we go again. OVER REACTING.

Other than that, in this second - hectic - most - hideous - semester ever, my math teacher, Mr Cun *nickname*, is always aiming me. :(
"syakila, you better finish all 20 questions by tomorrow, I want to see yours"
"syakila, esok u btter come haa. I take attendance"
"makcik braces, padam papan tulis"
"selalunya, perpuan yg pkai braces ni, dia xdak boifren, btoi dak?"
" tulisan u serabot macam I. "
" heyy, ada butterfly atas kpala u"

That's my hairband la sir. Well, I'm doing my best to tolerate with everything.

I'm so sleepy and its getting late . So, I better hit the sack. Ill update more tomorrow. Its been a long day today. I need a break.

Later gloomy world.

Random Days

2010-11-20T19:23:00.006+08:00

Finally, the waiting has finally paid off ! My internet connection at home has finally started to work properly ! No more dragging myself to Old Town just to update my blog . hehe. So, lets update my current doings at home for the past 5 days at home. hehe.
I slept ,went to the salon, and slept again, bought books, went to my dentist appointment, met old friends and I watched HARRY POTTER ! Oh god it was really good ! I loved it so much. Thrilling and funny and just ... woah ! I sound like a total nerdy nerd slash geek right ? Waiting for the movie like little children, bought tickets a day earlier, and was all so excited to watched it. haha. So that was it. That was the highlight of my holiday, lame right? verry.

The day before that, it was Thursday, and I drove with mama to Penang. We stopped at Gurun to reload our touch and go card and there was 3 guys at the cash register. Cashiers i assumed.
So the awkward conversation begins.

ME: nak reload touch and go 50.
Guy 1 : okay... *looks at me* adik yg bawak kreta ka?
ME: ya..
Guy 1: Umoq brapa? form 3?
ME: *shit* lapan belas tahun.*you moron*
Guy 2: btoika? awat mcam kecik sgt. bdk2 zaman skrng kcik2 noh.
*all 3 guys laughs hysterically,*
ME: heehhh. *awfully annoyed face but tried to smile anyway*
Guy 3: *handing over the touch and go card* Drive leklok nohh adik manehh.

I went to the car and I kept on swearing all the way and told mama and she laughed at me. :'(
This is serious matter, Im not 15. Im almost 19. :(

So back to the EVEN MORE serious matter, I am now in the second semester of matriks. My results is on the 30th and I seriously dont want to know. This semester things are harder and more complex. I hope my pointer is better this sem. I need to get more serious and more INTO the books.
Whoever says life is easy, seriously isn't living on this planet I assume.
I'll update more later on. Take Care readers.

When It All Comes To An End

2010-11-19T15:41:00.003+08:00

Only now we start pointing fingers,
Only now we start quarreling like hell,
only now we start reminiscing our good old memories,
only now we regret all the things we left out, what we didn't see,or did.
only now we start being polite, calling each other sweet nicknames,
only now we start texting unconditionally,
only now we're on the phone talking even if there's nothing to talk about,
only now we start paying attention to each other,
only now we started to cry, only now.
now when its all too late.

need I say more dear?

oh god the flood..

2010-11-05T14:08:00.006+08:00

And when you think, what could possibly get worst? It does. Im back in KL people because of the flood in Alor Star. I thought it was nothing massive or bizarre until I was awaken one morning by walid banging on the door saying that we were living on an island. The surrounding of our house, the roads, the kindergarten behind our house has been flooded with water of course. With no water supply and electricity in the house/whole entire city, we could not do anything but to migrate ourselves to other places. Dry places to be exact. So, we came here. Just for a few days since I have to be back in Kolej this Sunday. Our house is still in good condition hopefully it would stay that way, Taman PKNK is like totally down under now. I could see people standing by the road. Crying because they practically lost everything. Some were carrying their belonging and was headed to Sekolah Taman Rakyat. Pity them. The flooding in Alor Star has maybe reach its peak. I have never seen this city became like this before. Even the flood 5 years ago wasnt as bad as this. The airport is closed, the highway, Holiday Villa is flooded too and I cant even imagine that. Is this 2012? LOL. Seems like it and if Im not mistaken 2 people have died due to the flood. I hope things will dry up by Raya Haji. All we can do now is pray and be with our family. That is all that's left. Take care my friends.

Hello World.

2010-11-01T16:59:00.005+08:00

The first thought that I've gotten when my feet landed home from KL was that I need to write, I NEEDED to write. There was too much on my mind, too many feelings, to many expressions, sadness, happiness and all. I needed to write and when I came home, the internet was down right being an ass. So here I am now, at Old Town just to write and yes, I'm alone. No biggie, having someone would had made it more difficult to write.

Alor Star. Now is the season here in Alor Star where I woke up from bed, and just smile looking through my window pace. I love the weather. No sun, not too much rain. Just nice. But its not always nice. It has been raining heavily these past few days, including today. I had to save my baby lappy from the rain to get here. But I didn't mind. I didn't mind at all.

How was my holiday in KL? It was fine. Shopping was great, a good cure for the heart. And when its with Kyna, the shopping never had an ending. We went on and on until our purse were only left with a few rnggits. It was a bliss. Haven. Once in a while its good and I really needed the break after having my finals.

My finals? I'm praying so hard that my results would be as dandy as ever. I did studied hard. Like a good girl did.* which I don't normally do. Because I know how important this is. Chemistry was okay, math was not and I vomited all over the toilet on the morning of my biology paper and slept trough the first question. Why? I had a rough night. Hehe. But it was fine. Moderate.

I just finished reading A walk to remember last night. Nicholas Spark. You romantic awesome guy you. I wish there was more men like you in this world. I wish you were my age. I wish I could marry you. Hehe. He wrote such beautiful books,stories, and one of them was this. The story was innocent, and so was the lesson learn. Landon,*a character from the book* said that it was always good to the the right thing.. I have a question, Making others happy before you, making others satisfy before you, Is that the right thing? Not really aite.. Then what is? Following your heart? Following people's advise? I am confused but Landon said that you'll know it by heart when you do something right. The book was great. Now I am reading The Time Traveler's Wife which is a very sexy and confusing novel. But very deep.

So here I am, alone, in this cold weather with grey clouds in the sky, the sound of cars swooshing on puddles, sipping through a cup of hot chocolate and having bread and butter at the corner of this cafe. Feels so grown up and mature ey? Well ,everyone needs a little time alone sometimes. Wait for my new post later on. I am an emotional girl these days, and I need to express everything.

Later readers.

!!

2010-10-29T09:46:00.002+08:00

i miss blogging so much and yet I still dont have the time to write, type, whatever. Im currently in KL. Just having a breeze weekend of pure relaxation and its so good. Just finished my finals and it was a HOOT! I will update later with details, details. And I am still in the search of Sara Shepard's new novel and ofcourse Taylor's new album. I am a geek, I know. hehe :)

Ill be in Kedah tomorrow so please friends, whoever's in kedah please call/text/im me. i need to catch up with my friends. My holidays is only until 7th november. :( So really I only have a week. Im updating everything on twitter tho, will be updating this once Im back.
so, later readers ! :)

Another fairytale :)

2010-09-26T15:58:00.005+08:00

Cant help myself but to repeat this wedding video over athousand time just because it makes me smile. Beautiful, classy and just fix to a perfection :)
The bride is Nur Nadia SM Nasimudin. The daughter of Allahyarham SM Nasimudin, the creator and founder of NAZA Group. I know after viewing this video, all the girls would totally be head over heals to have a wedding like this lucky girl. Im sure I am !

yes, with my own bare hands !

2010-09-22T23:18:00.006+08:00

We dissected those rats today and it was one hell of a day. Fun and dirtay ! haha. The first few minutes was scary and awful and smelly, but then it was quite fun. having to dissect a rat was something INTERESTING since I didn't had the chance to dissect a frog in high school. *blame school !
I paired up with Tirah who was like a total expert ! She grabbed the rat and put it on the tray with her bare hands and was so excited she threw the rat onto the tray and made me jump. haha. So the surgery *suka hati went quite smoothly. Oh yes, we've gotten a male rat and the rat was small and skinny and I chopped off its penis. *Always wanted to do that.Poking their hearts. It was fun ! I ended up dissecting the rat with my own bare hands without the rubber gloves ! Because it was so hard cutting through its skin and at the same time holding on to its fur so I ditched the gloves and ended up washing my hands with detol 3 times afterwards. Here are some of the pictures, don't puke yourself. They might be a wee bit disgusting.
Other that that, After that experiment, I had lunch, well at least tried to have lunch since everything seems so 'rat like' . haha . The best part about today was seeing Ami's face when she looked at those rats and went blue and vomited there. MUAHAHA. Enjoy the pictures. :)
Poor little rats about to be killed and chopped.
Does it makes u feel sick?
ehem2
guess what this is? hihihiihi
:)

Raya pictures ?

2010-09-19T15:01:00.003+08:00

A few pictures from our Raya Day in KMPP. Yes, I am desperate, I have no good raya photos but really, who cares??? Cause I dontttt ! hahaha

Okay, enough with the crap crap. I am currently very messy,my hair is and so is my face. Covered with red zits on an oily face. I now have a tummy, i mean belly. yes. I am fat. Not to mention I have hair loss i reckon, because every time i swift my hair from left to right, its like raining hair. Yes, I am not happy and constantly am very worried. why? because freaking finals is on the 18th of October and by the looks of it I aint decently ready yet. Im putting myself together now and trying hard not to mess things up. Really hard.
So please, do wish me luck. :)

Joke of the day

2010-09-08T20:45:00.005+08:00

"Honey, if love is a crime i will rather commit it cos of you, you are absolutely beautiful.....so i would'nt mind to build a life time cordial relationship with you that can lead us into something wonderful in future.... if you cares here is my email address so we chat and get to know ourselves very well... or you can as well send yours so i can add you..... cheers to you my Angel."

SCARY EY? Imagine coming home to this in your facebook inbox. I laughed my ass off. I didn't know that guys nowadays still use these kind of tag line to flirt. -_- .I didn't understand what was with the calling me 'angel' part and the fact that i didn't have any mutual friends with him and to top off all of that he's like in his thirties and is from somewhere in Africa. -__- Oh well, that's why they call it social network I guess. To socialize with total strangers and get married and expecting a happy life from it. WRONG. I don't believe in that at all and I do take this matter seriously people.
Imagine if this were to happen to a random school girl. I mean a child ,by the age of say 10 - 14 ? Still young,immature with no adult supervision, it will be really dangerous so please watch out ! It was easy for me to imagine this, I have a little 10 year old sister and that's why she is under facebook probation so we got her in good hands. lol

I also had a good dose of entertainment when I got back home. I watched Pretty Little Liars and its good. From the creators of Gossip girls, they made a series based on a book by Sara Shepard about 5 girls that had obviously huge secrets and their secrets were starting to spill little by little when one of them died. So yes, the series isnt boring at all. So I suggest all you girly girls out there to watch this.
Click
here if you want to watch it online like I did !
I just need the book right now. grr

Since its almost raya, the last few days of college was more like daydreaming. Being in the lecture hall, while the teacher was talking on and on and on, I was imagining myself eating nasi impit with kuah kacang and imagine what my baju raya would be like and imagine all the good sleep that i'll get and all the duit raya ! :)

I am a bored freak.

2010-09-04T05:22:00.003+08:00

I am actually bored so here's a few random and weird facts about me that i find amusing.

1) I have the ability to wiggle my both ears. yes.Im actually an elephant.
2) I sleep only on one side of the bed and its always the right side !
3) My bedtime is at 11.00 pm. If i sleep later than that I'll be a cranky nanny.
4) My teacher is stalking me -__-
5) My blackberry is always a lifesaver.
6) I grew up with the internet. You name any social network here from myrakan to tagged. You name it I got it.
7) I wrote in blogs since I was 12, but I started out with photoblog, then blogspot. Then I deleted blogspot because it gotten a wee bit embarrassing.
8) Google my name and you'll find embarrassing junior high photos of me. -_-
9) Im a guitar hero chick.
10) I have like a totally childish face I think since Im always the younger sister if compared to Kyna. *taking that as a compliment.
11)I loike family guy, simpsons and spongebob. They make me happy and yellow. haha
12) I like sambal belacan !
13) If Im not at paramore's concert next month I'll be like the ultimate loser.

Family Pictures !

2010-08-22T10:38:00.010+08:00

Ive said in my earlier post that I would upload my family pictures , so here are a few of em !

Well these are just a few from the album ! :)
These few days, Ive been ONLY watching Shayne Dawson on youtube. He is too funny and I love all of his funny stupid videos !If you've watched dawson's creek, then you should take a look at this!
And if you're a big twilight fan , you should click here!
Its so funny you'll laugh till you pee! lol,enjoy !

Just to pass the time

2010-08-20T20:36:00.005+08:00

I am currently at home now. So good it feels to be back here despite all the stress and homework that are all piled up on my table in Kolej. One hell of a mess I tell ya, with assignments,tutorials exercise and reports that needs to be submitted. Results of our mid semester exam is on Monday yes and I dont think I'll be happy. :( Ive been worrying too much on my result and I cant help it. Stress out I am .
Plus with my monster stomach that would totally growl so loud in the lecture hall demanding for food. Since it is the fasting month, I cant complain too much right? WRONG. hehe. First time fasting without my family was hard, since I had to wake up early for sahur and eat like only oats and nestum. A challenge for me since Ive never been trough all this. Its always prepared back home and I didnt have to lay a finger on anything except to fill my stomach . Well, not anymore. I had to do it all by myself here and my roommates are not those kind that would wake up for sahur. So I ate alone most of the time and straight away took a bath and went to class . For buka puasa tho was fun, maybe it was because of the surrounding of crazy and loud friends, we would break fast everyday in our room on the floor and eat and laugh and we would have our terawih together after our meal.
During this fasting month, our lecture hall has been quite boring and drowsy. Most of the time I would look around and watch Ami sleeping on the edge of the chair, about to fall, half of the boys are asleep and the lecturer is left babbling alone in front of us all. Studying here, you cant miss a thing, if you do then you'll bound to be left behind. In almost 4 months, we manage to finish up 7 chapters in biology, 6 in chemistry and 6 in maths. My head is so full of numbers and names and terms that I need to memorise I actually feel how cramp up it is in there. lol. But I cant afford to get sick or get stress or brag or moan or even complain about all this cause there's no time. In two months , final examination will be held and we'll see from there how far Ive gotten trough.

oh yes, Ive promised to upload our BIOSONG assignment right. So here it is. Laught your butts off. We sang about cells to Justin Beirber's Baby. Me, Fyrah, Izwan, Anis and Ami. enjoyy ! The other vdeo was me fooling around with mizaza.
HAHA

Here is also a picture of us in the bus heading for bukak puasa at sri malaysia hotel sp last monday, :)

2010-08-08T10:05:00.006+08:00

The first week of the mid-semester was quite challenging..why? BECAUSE we've got another 2 months to finish up 6 chapters in Biology which was a big headache because learning about how ATP was synthesis in the mitochondria was not my thang you dig? Too many things too memorize, too little time. Well results of the mid semester exam will be distributed to every student in these few weeks AND it is scaring the hell out of me. Im not worried about biology, english or mathematics, Im scared of chemistry and I started to have weird dreams of myself being thrown by my test paper with a big fat F on it. Then my face went red and a big smudge of black paint with the word loser magically appeared across my face.-_- TOO dramatic I know. On the other hand, we had to finish our biology coursework by next week. It was called "BIO SONG". YES, we had to write lyrics, bio related of course and we had to sing in front of the whole class . Its a total of 30% marks that will be helping our butts off during finals later on so YES, it is definitely very important. My group did a cell song, I wrote the lame and corny lyrics and we sang it to Bierber's Baby. -_- I'll upload the video later on when we're finished.Im home right now for the weekends, we had a family photo shoot for raya. The pictures are not yet ready so I'll upload them later too. I look so different with make up on, not in a good way too. -_-
Puasa is just around the corner and Im excited ! This would be my first time fasting without my family so it would be a challenge for me. Im also excited about RAYA ! Cant wait to feast on rendang and kuah kacang and ketupat and lontong and my mum's chicken curry and shopping and more shopping and home and friends and family :D

Sorry about the dizziness ~ of this post. I am not well, these germs are eating me alive. Ive become like a walking zombie. flu, no appetite. DIE DIE you germs!

keys off, and here's a picture of my kittens diego and daisy ! ;D and an ugly picture of me after the photo shoot ! LAUGH YOUR BUTTS OFF !

Note #8

2010-07-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time out, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Dont be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second or happiness you can never get back.

Mid Semester Break !

2010-07-21T18:21:00.004+08:00

Just arrived back from kmpp and is currently at home in my comfy beautiful bed. With a packet of oreos, a bar of cadburry black forest and a carton of milk. What more do you need? hihi
Just finished our Mid Term Exam and it was a HOOT ! Chemistry was like *&%$ ! Biology was okay and so was Maths. But overall, i was only looking forward to coming home. Only a week of total freedom but still. I need a break. So lets start our journey into boredom fellow readers into my world of total dullness of these path few weeks in kmpp. I hope I dont bore you to death !

I had an evil fever twice at kmpp. I dont know where i got the viruses from. Maybe from the heavy down pour, or friends ? or maybe these germs just love me. heh. I had a 3 day mc so i went back home and slept the whole 3 days.
Our KMPP icon,the one and only Nisa or should I call her "bunga bergerak"? haha. Joke Nisa. She is a close friend of mine from alor star and is now some sort of idol here in kmpp. why? because of her wacky english-chinese slang and ofcourse not to forget her trend setting "flower on ponytail". All the guys want her and all the girls wanna be her. haha. She came home with me just now and we were planning on doing stuff in KL this coming week. So, we'll see how it goes.

You know what would be the best thing to do right now? Watch 4 seasons of skins none stop on my bed without bathing, OR a shopping spree in KL. Oh yes, i have the urge of buying more bajung kurung now. It seems to be such an addiction nowadays , OR a 14 hour flight to London, first class and having hot chocolate waffles at Oxford Street, OR having free tickets to see KATY PERRYYY next freakinn weekend !! ;D

These are just a bunch of my dreamboats, I'll post some other random stuff laterious ~
peace out dawggg ~

What I love about coming home

2010-07-04T19:35:00.003+08:00

the food is always great !
the food is always .. EVERYWHERE.
NEED not to worry about smelly piled clothes that needs washing.
free wireless ~
free phone calls.
no cost on transportation or groceries.
toilet is always clean.
bed is always tidy.
i dont sweat.
i dont have to Q for the shower.
i get treated like a spoil princess.

Larian KAKOM !

2010-06-26T20:35:00.004+08:00

Larian kakom? A yearly event for kmpp where each and every class or so called practicum had to make banners, performance and wacky themes of clothing just for the sake of togetherness and we had to run for almost 6 km in those clothing. hahaha. Glad that was over.

what did our group did? our h7p2 did? cee. we made pointy hats, and pointy wands, the guys wore dark heavy eye make ups and we had a lovely little fairy who got injured in the end because she ran in high heels for the first kilometer. =_= haha. Our performance was even better ! obviously to get some attention around here, we girls need to show a few 'hot moves' right? haha. We did a sexay dance to 'Abracadabra' ,*google please* a Korean hit song and it was madly fun and had gotten ounce of eyes and applause. The guys was obviously dropping their jaws and it was absolute fun ! hehe. The run was tiring. Very tiring but it was great because we had alot of fun and we did work together and after the run we ate together and we took pictures and all.

Credits to our practicum leader and assistant, wan and kak fifi ! Not to forget the whole class that contributed alot of effort to make it all happen. *macam menang award. hehe.
cant wait for the next event ! ;D

Its the voting week !

2010-06-12T18:52:00.004+08:00

Wow ! What an hectic and tiring week I had. This was added with a triple ++ because it was The Voting Week , or should I say Hari Pilihan Raya KMPP and I was one of the SPR. *Suruhanjaya Pilihan Raya. What was our job? WELL, we had to cleaned the hall and moved chairs and tables for the voting, we had to register the students and took care of the voting boxes, we had to shove them down with long rulers, we had to clean up the place after the voting was done and finally we had to count the votes ! Yes, all 3000++ of scrappy papers. haha. I had fun tho, but it was really hectic. We did get a little 'something' from all that but that was it. hehe.
After a devastated day, me and a bunch of friends went for a movie the next day which was today and we watched Karate Kid. I thought the movie was great but it was like a two and half hour movie? hehe and tonight we're having a movie sleepover in my room ! sounds so preschool like? i know ! haha. That is all for now, I love my praktikum buddies and I'll blog when there's something spicy ! :)

2010-05-30T08:26:00.005+08:00

It was almost 3. I couldnt sleep and there was Anna. Sobbing on skype.
haha. I miss this little maggot. Its been ages since we last actually talk to each other, and our virtual conversation lasted for more than an hour or so. Its good that we did finally had the time to talk cause I missed her like crazy. We've been good friends since we were 13 and Being in England without me surely makes you miserable right? :P:P I know.

and here is the grown up lady ! ;D

Im heading back to KMPP today, :( I'll be back soon.wuuu

keys off,

THIS IS JUST A SUPER DUPER QUICK UPDATE

2010-05-25T20:34:00.002+08:00

CLASS starts from Monday to Friday at 8.00am till 3.00/4.00/5.00 pm. Homework or so called 'assignment' are piled up on my desk every single day, I have to wake up around 5 am every morning just to finish up everything. If you think school is hard then think again ! And on top of that my chemistry lab teacher is like a walking monster. Everyone here are loike robots running there, studying here, the food aint half bad but very expensive. There's only 3 washing machine in one block so washing clothes with my bare hands has been very deceiving, pity my preety soft,tender pinkish palms. Its a good thing i got great roommates almost crazy all the time. Overall life is very hectic but still it aint half bad. I like it here and I hope I'll do well. Will be coming home this Thursday and i cant wait ! wuhuuu !
Got biology to study and mathematics to bust my brain off.

keys off.

Matrik Penang

2010-05-15T12:43:00.004+08:00

So Im back for the weekend, tomorrow I'll be heading back to Bertam around 5 pm maybe. The first week here in Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang, was well as expected TIRING, HECTIC and fun !
Really it was, I thought I was like going to burst into tears when we first arrived but I didnt. huehuehue. Orientation week there was not so bad. We just didnt have time to bath, eat and sleep. heh. We had to wear two sport shirts that was provided for us, *with ultra blue and green stricking colors* and we couldnt wash em' for a week. Imagine how it smelt? All 2208 of us? wearing the same t-shirt. hahaha. Activities ended everyday around 11.00 pm and that's when I would run like crazy to my room and grab the towel and went straight to the shower. Block Sri Ixora,*cee,nama sdap* my room is on the third floor and is at the end of the world. I'll never be fat again. hehe. My roomates are coolious, Ami from Terengganu, Mira from Johor and Wahida from Sultanah Bahiyah Kedah, haha. Met alot of new people, new friends and a bunch of old friends. I still miss my family tho and my beautiful bed, haha. but its only a year. Class starts this monday and I am excited. :) I'll update my blog once in a while, how life in matrik is.

cherio.

:D

2010-04-30T09:50:00.002+08:00

When I got back, everyone asked, " How was kelly's???? " and here is my answer, It was okayy, I give like a big fat 8 over 10. Why? Part of it was because there was a huge Chinese guy in front of me that had bad body odour and was so big he covered almost half of the stage. I was standing behind him, poking him, staring at his sweaty shirt, getting stomped on the foot by his gigantic feet. hehe. Well, Kelly sang great songs. All of her best singles, from 'walk away', to 'Since you been gone', to 'already gone' . Every song really and she sang to one of King of Leon's Song that was 'Use somebody'. One thing for sure about her is that she was fat. Really she was.

I guess we were to hot for the weather? lol
*kelly's

my lovely mamaa. ;D

Me and my mother * just the two of us* stayed at Marriot so it was just a stone throw away from pavy. Night and Day we were there because we were so lazy to drive to other malls. We did walk tho, to Sungei Wang. There's not much to sayy but i loved these past few days so much much. I had total awesomeness fun !! Thanks to mama for the 3 days of total heaven and pleasure. She spoils me too much I cant help it. We did too much shopping there and too much waxing? haha. I love you maa, and to my fellow Friends for the total gedikness and to Kelly for such a great concert. Im full of cornyness today, I know. =_=

Wait, hold on I got something to add ! For those stalkers who's asking me funny stupid question on formspring seriously people get a life. What? you cant find better things to do then to ask me " Kyla mandi berapa kali sehari? " what kind of question is that? Do i smell or something? wahaha. Okay, maybe I was silly to even make an account there but really, It was all for the sake of amusement. hehe. So, here come the bestt part of all. Zee pictures !
muhehe.
END

Officially Legal

2010-04-24T19:24:00.006+08:00

I'm 18 years old today and I don't feel any bit different. Its all still the same. I still don't see why everyone is making such a huge big deal out of it. I'm just turning 18 you know. Its not like I'm gonna get married or have babies you know. ehem2

I lied about my last post. Yes, I still act like a total freak ass 12 year old sometimes. Take for instance yesterday when mama gave me the brand new ultra cool pretty shiny adorable and irresistible macbook, I jumped like a monkey all the way to my room. And about my birthday cake, I said i wanted a pretty vanilla icing cake. just a small square shaped cakes and 18 I REPEAT, 18 CANDLES !

Plus, i cant possibly wait for tomorrow. Ill be on the first flight to KL to go see Kelly (i know it sounds dorky), but still its going to be the last time I'll be out before going to matriks. So I am seriously going to shake my butt off !

I also wanted to say thank you to all my friends who gave me such sweet texts, and wished me from plkn, who send voice sms and to the ones who called me. I really appreciate everything.
To those who gave me presents and cards, hihi. I love you guys. Those roses and the chocs are just too adorable.

And of course last but not least to my lovable parents. Thank you for everything. I love you both so much. You readers might not know, but I happen to have by far the most coolest parents ever.
:)

Lots of love from
Kyla

Updating

2010-04-16T20:02:00.005+08:00

Well it was too good to be true. My days lazing around on the couch and stuffing myself with nachos are almost over. I'm finally going to further my studies in KMPP. Well, maybe. Unless there is a better offer at a better place with better hot looking guys, hehe. kidding. I got what i wanted so I'm suppose to be happy right?

Well, Im just okay. Its been a busy busy month for me. Since walid got admitted to the hospital, Ive been changing shifts with my mother taking care of him. Plus the sending and fetching kids routine that I cant run from. hehe. I'm not complaining. I know I'll be doing this just for a bit longer then I'm off to Penang and you guys will be so crazily missing me all year.

Well, since Ive been helping around a lot, and my birthday is like a week to come mama has granted me my last wish. That is, *drum roll pleaseee* tickets to Kelly Clarkson's concert on the 25thh !!! Its like a "thing" before I'm of to bust my ass of studying i guess.

Well, I'm almost 18 next week and I don't find it hard believing. I think Ive been responsible and matured enough growing up . I dont act like a sick 12 year old anymore. So Its something to be proud of. I just want a lot of presents this year, that includes an ipod touch, a mac book, an upgraded SLR plus lens and most probably a new car? hahahahahahaha.
okay maybe not.

Well, I'm making up a list on what to buy and to bring to matriks. So far Ive written FOOD,FOOD and more FOOOD and I'm continuing my list with a bunch of Polaroid pictures to bring along. Its been a boring read I know. I'll write when Paris Hilton turns genius , later readers.

What I hate #1

2010-03-28T00:46:00.006+08:00

Hello my fellow readers,

You want to know what I hate? Sales girl. Seriously I hate them. Well not every sales girl but its based on my experiences. Like there's this one time I went window shopping for handbags in KL, Pavilion to be precise and went into one of those very expensive shops and the salesgirl doesn't even bother coming up to me, She just stared at me far away from behind her desk and made a

" URGH, just an immature 13 year old brat that got no money, why bother." face.

Oh better yet they smirk at you and say "come againnnnnn" in a teasing voice that make u wanna turn your back on them and stick out your tongue and say,

"I'll come again OK and I'll buy the whole store!!!". huh.

And some sales girl are just plain annoying, I hate this type of girls too tho i know their just doing their job. STILL, its annoying when we enter the store and they like practically running towards us and hovering us. Its not like I'm going to steal or anything. =_= . There's this one time i went to la senza and this extra friendly sales girl was like,
"He loo miss haa, u want to buy bra ha. what size are you.let me check."
*pulls out a measuring tape and started measuring you know what in front of everyone in the store.=_=Probably it was her first day. Then i said to her.
"No I'm just browsing looking for panties"
then she looks at my bottom and said.
"your a size XS."
I said, " No. I'm an M. "
Then she showed me her bum without any hesitation or embarrassment and said.
"No la, i also size XS. i know laa" * while smacking her bum.
She talks as if it was her bum. Well, i went home buying like 6 extra small panties and end up looking like an exploding balloon.. =_=
So i gave it to charity. Yup, I gave it to Kyna.
Well, Im sure some of you would agree with me.kan kan kan? hehe

note #7

2010-03-24T15:48:00.002+08:00

Is it me? Or is hitz.fm keep playing the same darn song all day long. I should know since I am a driver and Im always in the car.

note #6

2010-03-24T15:31:00.004+08:00

I always wanted to have my love story in a hardcover book. So that I can read it, laugh about it and remember every single thing about it.

2010-03-22T10:06:00.006+08:00

I really cant wait to be a student again. Being home is fun and all but seriously I have nothing to do. =_=

Take for instance yesterday,

This was me making faces when Kyna was blabbering about school.

This was me when I was sick of kyna's blabber and decided to tweet !

and this was me when I noticed Min was taking my picture and I realised now how horrid i look. haha

So there you have it. The highlights of my day. ;D

Hell Day

2010-03-10T21:11:00.003+08:00

I lost almost 4kg today because of this. Because of whats going to happen tomorrow. My forehead is full of pimples. And I cant find my darn school uniform. Im definitely not driving tomorrow so Ill ask sabrina to pick me up. Oh fuck. Im not good with pressure. Fuck fuck fuck.
=_=

2010-02-23T13:08:00.003+08:00

My uncle called me. And the awkward conversation begannn,

Papa : Kyla xde keje kannn, (typical kl slang )

Kyla : Yes, so whott? (typical british slang) hahaha

Papa : Tolong carikan article tentang anything sebab dekat ofis ada public speaking every month and Im out of ideas , since kyla tak buat apa, tolong la kejapp eh.

Kyla : Keja masa kyla form 1 dulu ada la ceni. huh. kalau nak crita pasal gay poets bole tak? ( laughs hysterically )

Papa: =_=' A little less lucah bole tak kyla? mcam isu semasa ka. Ive talkd about mcam2 dah. sports, diets, banana. << abeh desperate.

Kyla : Boring gila topics. kalau nak psal isu semasa why not an article about " Why young women date Older men these days" ( laughs hysterically again )

Well it was suppose to be a stupid joke then it turn out to be a great idea so great that he end up using that article that I emailed him for his speech. =_=

Attention Asmarians,

2010-01-26T20:51:00.008+08:00

bangga sat. sat ja. ehem.

wehehhehehe

2010-01-25T09:26:00.004+08:00

I've made an 'own-self ' conclusion here that I have spent my whole almost two months holiday doing absolute nothing good or positive that really gained any sort of skills in me. In fact Ive been spending it with my legs crossed in front of the telly, watched Glee 3 times today, drooling over mcdreamy and I've practically memorized all the lines on spongebob. Plus I have to wake up early still so really there's no point of me not going to school since I have to wake up like I used to. This past few weeks my bathroom is full with grown men like 5 of them and their fixing up shelves I suppose and everyday when I'm in my room ,they'll give me a sick "I wanna molest you" kind of look. haha. So I had to bath in Ikmal's room. (NOTE:do not run outside your room wrapped in towel and running with clean bra's and undies in both hands when there is alot of old grown rape looking men working in the house.)

Ohh but wait,there's more. Not only that I cant do things like what teen girls do (ehem2) like hang out with friends or so but I have to take care of those 4 little kids. Yes, I am a mother to be. *smirking. Homeworks, photostatting ic, filling up stupid forms, I even have to go meet their teachers and so. Mama said its good for me. She's like a walking training manual. "kylaa,do thiss, kylaaa do that, kylaaaa tgk imran satg dia lompat msok kolam ikan. " grr. So now I've memorised all their teacher's name , their tuition schedules and practically every single darn thing. :D macam pa g. haha. Plus I accompanied walid to the hospital every week so now everybody there knows me you know? Like they see me and they'll pull out a "peace" sign and say "heyy kyla,welcome back". =_= Ive gained alot of knowledge to about the deficiency of sex hormones in a guy and I took alot of the samples papers ( The nurse gave me a stink eye) and brought them home and giving them to each one of my family. Walid made a face when I gave it to him and he gave me a tight slap on my back.
Ignore the idiotic blabber. haha.

I have the hots for john mayer now. Imagine that, the first non-talking British slang guy that I have a crush on. ahhhhhhh.*drools. ( collapsing on the bed with a long sigh and a smile on the face while hugging a pillow tight)

Topping all of that are these braces. :D Dr.Patrick said he needs me to put rubber bands in between my teeth (very hideous and uncomfortable) . It feels like its pulling out my teeth. They feel like falling off and I cant eat. So now I have an eating disorder plus my sleep talk is getting worse. Kyna said she can hear me blabber and laughing so loud from the other room. =_=( i like this expression ). haha. So that's it. I'm living my life now. Yup yup. Cant wait till this sick boring holiday is over. adios

:)

2010-01-14T14:09:00.002+08:00

You held up your hand, curled your fingers in and said

"This is how big your heart is. As big as a fist."

I held up my hand, closed it over yours and said

"No. My heart will always be bigger than your fist."

Neyo Year Of The Gentlemen Tour :)

2010-01-09T12:21:00.006+08:00

me and kak Dennaa :D

What a great way to start the year of 2010. haha. On the 7th of January, me and Kyna went to the Neyo concert which was at Sunway Lagoon surf beach.
Arrived around 6.30 pm and people was already lining up. But the crowd there wasn't as much as it was during Gwen Stefani's concert.

Kyna and I arrived and met Kak Sha, Ad and Farhan and later on went in around 8pm. The not so fun part of the whole thing was, we all bought the RM 260 tickets, and when we arrived people were selling those tickets for RM150! fuckfuck!

Still we had fun and might I say it was the BEST international concert that I have ever been to. Neyo sang all of his number one singles and he also sang all the songs that he wrote like 'Take A Bow', 'Irreplaceble' and 'Let Me Love You'.

God the crowd went crazy when he sang 'Because Of You ' for his opening act ! And ended the concert with 'Closer'. Fuckin hell it was great ! haha. Kyna went home smiling and went on telling me that she had a thing with niggas now. So watch out you niggas out there ! hahahaha

I had fun and it was the best night of my life !
Thanks to mama and walid.
:P

2009-12-25T09:14:00.005+08:00

Remember that instant feeling you get when u pass your crush down the hall?
that instant rush that you get.
that sudden smile that you make.
and the warm feeling that you feel?

Thats a load of shit.

25 random things

2009-12-24T10:07:00.003+08:00

- I tend to smile all of a sudden without any reason.

- I sneeze in a funny and hideous way.

- I find the lead singer of tokio hotel very attractive though he looks like a "she" sometimes.

- I sleep talk very bad. * kyna said i sound like being rape.

- I cant stand when people accuse me of being 15 when im almost 18 right now. grr

- I love babiessssssss,

- I get nervous almost every second.

- I always worry about the slightest thing.

- I cry like a baby when i read or watch a sad love story though it sounds so corny.

- I cant resist boxers. muahaha

- I am a hyperball. haha.

- When I was 4, my mum said i like to sing.*I sang to ning baizura's song. lol

- I cant eat anything to oily. It gets me dizzy.

- Kyna said I drive like a pig.

- Kyna said my ass is big.

- I used to get called by the counselor at school because i was absent almost 20 days in the first two months. * it used to be a bad habit.

- I am attracted to tall British hunkies. Jude law, orlando bloom, robert pattinson. * Actually anyone really with a british slang. hehe

- I get twitchy when i listen to Britney's song.

- Im not a forgiver.

- my siblings says I get angry a lot.

- I hate Miley Cyrus. haha.

- I have trouble spelling things correctly.

- I want to get married at 23 and have 5 babies.

- Adults get deceit by my innocent looking face.ehem

vrooom vroommm

2009-12-12T17:24:00.004+08:00

Im my family's driver for the next 3 months.
puih. mmg bontot

the stupid list,

2009-12-10T23:17:00.005+08:00

I finished my last paper that was Tasawwur Islam today, and ran home feeling like a maniac screaming 'freedommmm'. Then walid came slapping me on the butt asking me to get a whole of myself. hahahaha
Fine, maybe I was a bit overreacting but i should, shouldn't I? I finished high school mannn, and Im turning 18 next year. gila btoi. well. I miss my blogging days but i havent much to write since its been exams,and Ive beeen so busy so Im planning to write down my stupid list of things that I have,need, AND want to do for this coming 6 months holiday. I'll write again soon. Im watching the sister keepers rght now.
adios,

Oxygen,

2009-11-13T18:41:00.006+08:00

Forget the air, I'll breathe you instead.

Team Taylor! :D

2009-11-09T17:13:00.005+08:00

Shes a brilliant song writer. muehehe
padan muka joee!

Stupidity

2009-11-09T08:31:00.007+08:00

Its hard when you love that someonee so muchhhh.
you tend to act stupid stupidly,
you tend to think stupid stupid things,
you tend to accuse stupid stupid behaviours,
and yet, no one cares.
and you end up being the laughing stalk of your friends.
:D

Love is pure evil I tell ya,
grr

S i b l i n g s

2009-10-11T21:09:00.008+08:00

Walid asked me to take more pictures of our almost finished house. So, I got back home at 5pm. Changed my clothes, grab a slice of cake and drove straight there. My siblings wanted to follow so i said what the heck.

Its been a while since Ive had a chat with these 3 musketeers, so we spent the evening just us driving everywhere. I guess i need to pay attention more on them. Ikmal's getting taller and more childish He's going for this emo look that made him look like a gay Adam Lambert . Oh wait, he is gay.HAH. Big NO NO. Imran is getting more matured than his big brother and more observant. He ask me tooo much questions on random things like;

" Do u really need braces ? "

" Bila nak pkai tudung ? "

" Awt xbgi adik jmpa boyfriend kakla? "

Easy answers dear, Cause u'll spill out all my secrets to them. Simple ! haha. As for Min, my baby sis, she's 8 years old and is now begging for mama's permission to let her go to concerts and parties. Too much of Hanna Montana I assumed. Kyna's got a lot going on. She's doing okay. Her obsession on shopping has almost reach the critical level and not even my parents can stop her. Her shoes, well shes got almost every kind of shoes, Perfumes? Uncountable and I cant start on clothes. Almost 70% of our closet is full of her clothes STILL with price tags.I cant deny that she looks more matured than i am , but i look out for her every second. Okay, maybe not all the time but I can say 95%? hehe. My siblings and I, we have a bond that's beyond average. :)

3 bontot.

HAHA.

2009-10-09T14:09:00.008+08:00

I saw this video on Oprah.
Might i say, the funniest wedding dance Ive seen by far. Ahead of the couple who danced to Michael Jackson's " the way you make me feel". hehe

note #5

2009-09-24T23:42:00.002+08:00

I hate it when I feel like this.

Selamat Hari Raya,

2009-09-19T15:58:00.002+08:00

I'm off to Kulim now and tomorrow I'll be heading to KL. Seriously, I'm not in the mood for Raya this year since I still got exams after this holiday. haha. Still, families gathering together under one roof and meeting cousins,uncles and all makes me feel warm and homey inside and that feeling is just priceless, :)

Selamat Hari Raya to all.
Maaf Zahir Batin from me.

what is it with you?

2009-09-17T22:40:00.010+08:00

We had a night out today,bukaa posa dekat tesco with a few close friends since trials over.We laughed the whole night and it was fun. :)

NOTE THIS,
Please dont act so childish, you make your own stupid self look immature.
Plus the bitching behind my back and the fact that i don't even know who the fuck you guys are,is just plain amusing.
So, please keep entertaining me! ;D

p/s; sorry for the bad language. hehe

Weirdo on the loose,

2009-09-15T09:33:00.010+08:00

Yesterday was hectic I tell ya, after 2.10, me and my family went straight to Penang as I was just about to place my buttock on the bed. Figures, we had to do our last minute raya shopping.
Puih, I know. I look sick in this picture. Ikmal looks like his high on drugs.
haha.

Plus more, yesterday's paper was a hoot! I'm suppose to be at the library now but instead, I rather sit home and just laze.ehem.

I don't understand why a friend can sometime be like an ass. Seriously, don't trust no one even if that so called friend is your cousin. People tend to say bad things about others based on these stupid factors,*please add if you guys have more reasons,
1) jealousy,
2)as an hobby
3)about a boy
OR
4) she was born a bitch.
I would seriously love to shove my foot down your throat and see your pathetic dieing face.You have no idea how bitchy I can get.Thank you. I think that's all since its puasa. I had enough of that, and now I feel much better ;D

note #4

2009-09-11T10:41:00.004+08:00

Never sleep half naked in the middle of noon in your room with the windows open widely,
You might get stung by a horny bee!
Ouch ouch ouch!

p/s; I had violently killed the bee.

note #3

2009-09-04T18:42:00.005+08:00

this is what i do when i terribly miss you, :(

p/s ; oh yes, i am a big fan of the Simpsons. haha

so far so good,

2009-09-03T20:41:00.004+08:00

Ive drooled over books and Ive bored myself to death reading Sejarah. Ive crap two pages on an essay about me surving on coconuts and dead birds on a stranded island and I have had it reading about Julia and Tok Kura over and over again. haha.
So 3 papers are done and 7 more to go ! Next week I'll surely die of an overloaded head since i got biology and chemistry. YIKKES.

Its been months i think since i last updated my blog so here's the catch,
Ive been through alot of mayhem for the past week and i mean ALOT. just the thought of it makes me shiver to my feet. hehe. Other than that, life's been dandy tho the stressing,crying and staying up late has turned me into a smelly panda with split end frizzy hair and pimples all over . some mistaken them for chicken pox but i just nod , lazy to say anything back .ehem

i have no idea what I'm crapping about tonight. if mama finds out I'm studying with my lappy she'd be totally HULKriffied. haha.
later peeps,

p/s; dont be so kedekut. please forward all those spot questions la, haiyaa.

i blaber about everything,

2009-08-06T08:02:00.005+08:00

i have to agree with lil miss Teresa when she said that blogspot has gone more ridiculous with people who are ignorant and are all busy competing on who has the most viewed profile, most followers and so on. I'm sick of people sending links and IMs saying "please, follow me.comment my blog,and I'll comment yours, ;D" Such idiots.Please don't turn this into myspace.

A few blogs are still good to read but others are just plain stupid. Keep your secrets to yourself . Its not meant to be shared here. Sorry to say, but its true.
-____-
seriously, get a life people.

p/s; pms kot? hehe.